I had a fantatsic night last night with Jeanne. We spontaneously decided to have another wine + disney movie session at her place, which is always amazing. Last night we watched The Little Mermaid and Mulan BACK TO BACK.

Aside from the great singalong moments and the delish wine, the company and conversation was what made the night superb. I thought I might have difficulty driving to Jeanne’s house, since it is 90% the same as driving to Seth’s, but I only had to pull a U-turn once. Whew!

I keep flashing between a crushing sense of dispair that my whole peer circle is disintegrating, and a cold, quiet nonchalance about everything; it’s kind of like the part of me which cares about people is succumbing to hypothermia.

Jeanne’s presence definitely was a warming influence and it helped me think about the people who are entering my life rather than leaving it. Bomi, Kar, and Jonathan may be gone, but my brother is back from Panama, Jeanne is back from her family non-cation, and Heather is back from her summer escapades. I guess breaking even is as much as I can hope for at the moment. That and gulping wine while discussing the finer points of banging Prince Eric.